..to my small hidden corner of the internet. inkbleed is a digital dumping ground for the chaotic inkblots of my mind to exist and thrive in; outside the pressure that comes with everyday life.

as such, this site will evolve as i change, and hopefully come to resemble something of a map of my mind, feelings, little pet projects, or a record of whatever i decide to do in the last hours of my day. maybe other people will find this cool. that's cool!

recently, i''ve been primarily posting on my blog every so often while i build this all out and come up with new ideas, but i'm never really sure what exactly i'll add until i add it. i expet there'll be a lot!

(A Recent Blog Post Of Mine)

12 September 2026; 7:15pm

i've been thinking about my place and everything again. where exactly i fit in, where i dont, who i am (conceptually and realistically), and generally trying to construct something of an identity to the best of my ability. that, and how i go about re-connecting with the world.

i've always been a bit shy, and it's always been hard to break that, but i'm still sad about it. when i used to have structurally advantages (college, clubs, etc) i was finally able to get myself past those pesky behaviors a bit and build something i was proud of. nothing lasts forever though. i moved away, as did everyone else, and now i've been socially stranded in a new city now for two years, with little changing in that time. i know consciously it's my fault, and it's up to me to seek out people (not the other way around), but i've been out of practice meeting new people for a long time now. i'm awkward, i'm shy, and spend most conversations trying to "survive and don't be odd" which results in me probably looking like a bland piece of white toast.

but i love people, and the people i encounter every day, whether   ....continued on blog