..to my small hidden corner of the internet. populated by bats, fueled by blood, and showcased with a dash of love for the monochromatic; inkbleed is a digital dumping ground for the chaotic inkblots of my mind to exist and thrive in; outside the pressure that comes with everyday life.

as such, this site will evolve as i change, and hopefully come to resemble something of a map of my mind, feelings, little pet projects, or a record of whatever i decide to do in the last hours of my day. maybe other people will find this cool. that's cool.

(Random Blog Post) It Approaches

26 July 2026; 7:40pm

Honestly, i can't believe it's almost here.

August 3rd to be exact, sometime in the mid-afternoon.

By it, i mean the day i get the prescription i've poured so much into getting that i nearly drove myself mad in the process. Money, emotional strain, long nights stained by tears, hope, joy, and an amount of time that stretches behind me so far it's kinda hard to comprehend at this time. Shit, i gave up on it a long time ago. There was roughly a decade where i just decided that rather than getting that prescription, whereas i'd be risking my relationship, my family, my career, and pretty much everything i cared about, i'd resign myself to a numbness many know and are comfortable living in. Pretending you didn't know what was wrong is exhausting, and it will wreck you. Not fun!

good career path? check

good school? check

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